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i ♥ someone's boyfriend !

okay firstly i thought this is just a stupid and funny feeling when i think twice i really love him and he's someone property and i was like duh! whatthefuck....

mama?

I HATE HER!

stress in!

today?fucking stressing me out.i got prob,i dont go to school today,today it's thursday,my chick got plenty of gossips at school today but i cant go to school today and i'm fuckin idiot,and i guess i want to delete my both facebook account it just piss me off,right now it's 8:35AM so gotta go i have to go somewhere place that i really dont likE! bye.

huh!...

Ohmygod! i'm freaking bored right now! now it's 6:30PM and NO ONE texts me.so lets start our conversation today...

okay my confession about today is about ME which means i'm going to talk about me today.Sometimes i tought it's been so long i'm "SINGLE" i'm waiting for him like months! hahaha but he just ignored it:DD okay well stop talking about love lets talk about something that more interesting,okay about MARRIAGE

haha! i cannot believe i'm going to talk about MARRIAGE! okay Marriage sometimes parents want their daughter/son get married laju-laju! but they didnt realise getting married awal ni it's a big problem! what if durang masih 18-20 lah kawin awal then they got 6 anak and the husband punya kerja not SUITABLE with their family situation??and the wife inda kerja jadi HOUSWIFE....sanggup?indakan??yeah i know marriage is a MUST for Islam but fikir-fikirlah dulu...like my teacher said kalau tani kan kahwin but we cant afford it tani mesti PUASA 7 hari if i'm not mistaken lah. yeah like me it's hard for me to accept a man lagi in my life and my world but i'm still waiting for him:'D so i guess lets stop untill here and i'm not!:DD

last night.

ohmygod,last night i was really exhausted and i dont go to school today i'm not feeling well,ALHAMDULILILAH everything went perfect just like we planned:DD oh my gosh this morning aku lupa lihat gambarnya:DD yeah every morning i have to look at his pictures! a must! hahaha. okay byee gtg now karang lagi esok aku sambung aku kan mandi dulu:))

shit.

Adillah out and he's in!:((

today story:DD

hari ani?hemmm..siuk berabis aku dangani kak lyn buat cake walaupun aku inda pandai but siuk:DD kelmarin he texted me walaupun i knew he dont even believe me but i still do love him:DD

confession....

actually i fell in love with a guy yang i really fell into he make me fall,walaupun we never met before but i'm sure he's not that bad:') i love you,yess i do love you.i dont how to confess this to you but with this articles i hope you'll understand what i fell.the name start with letter F=') yess i do loveeee youuuu.

cant sleep!:'(

omg! today aku ada cerita tadikan aku kana suruh mengupas udang and aku gali but aku mesti buat jua pasalnya kan besok ada function:'(( anyway gila bebau tangan ku ih and i cant sleep.boring ku ih now 11:42pm and i still cant sleep boring ihh,cubatah kalau aku ada boyfriend sudah inda jua aku boring cemani kan:DD

the truth..

heay Idiot,
dont you know that i love you?i know you knew it from the beginning but why you still act like you dont know?I LOVE YOU WAH STUPID! I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U! i dont know how to say it,kalau aku cakap pun salah kalau aku inda cakap pun salah,iatah cana tah ni?i hate you! kenapa kau inda percaya kan?i love you stupid! i do really love you!

broken!

aaaa!!! he dont even believe me,aku sudah cakap yang aku nada bf but he still macam inda percaya ia inda tahu kah yang aku banarnya suka ia?aku suka kau wah! aku suka kau! bukan ia! jangan memajal bahh.

again?

OKAY LET BE BE HONEST RIGHT HERE! I HATE HER! THAT GIRL,THAT LAME GIRL.I KNOW HER!! I WILL CRUSH HER HEAD LIKE A NUT! AAARGHH....OKAY PRESSURE OUT HAPPY MOOD IN....OKAY I WANT TO TELL YOU GUYS A LITTLE SHORT STORY ABOUT TODAY....OKAY TODAY I DONT GO TO SCHOOL THATS MEAN I DONT ATTEND MY COMMERCE EXTRA CLASS,YAY! HAHA.OKAY SERIOUS...I DONT GO TO SCHOOL BECAUSE...LAST NIGHT MY RIGHT KNEE AND SHOULDER WAS FLODED BECAUSE LAST NIGHT THERE IS A CAR TOTALLY LOOKED LIKE A DRUNK GUY YOU KNOW OLD MAN! AND MY HEAD WAS HITTTED AT A MIRROR,ACTUALLY I'M KINDA MAD BUT IT'S OKAY LIKE WHAT BRUNEIAN PEOPLE ALWAYS SAYS BENDA SUDAH JADI,DUHH..LMOA....

why?why?and why?

OUT: IN:
DILAH! ONE OF THE SMB STUDENT!(GIRL)

When my crush control my mind,my soul and everything!

I AM SO INTO HIM,SO HE CONTROL MY MIND MY HEART WHAT I WANT AND EVERYTHINGGG....

todayy life..

11:48AM aku baru bangun tidurr aku tarus on facebook and update blogg...aku boring pagi ani aku alum mandii and i got some bad news and no good news but i wont tell you what the bad news,haha! secret okayy..my new pphoto todayy

today?dont ask me totally exhausted man...

Tadikan time exam aku aku ingat something yang seharusnya aku inda ingat, aku ingat pasal last night tu wah yang pasal status si tut....aku tepikir jua yang ku pikirkan atu ada jua yang banarnya..haha! i just want him okay deal with it.LOL

okay about today exam,hemm....let say Eng paper is more easier than Geo paper.Geo totally make my head stuck in a middle on a jam! my mum marahi Dillah tadi pasal Dillah ahir masuk kereta you know what behapa ya?bemain ya pulang sama kawannya mana mama ku inda marah,haha! aku tadi inda pakai scarf iatah rambut ku habis bekluaran then aku sasak ku buat tudung ku macam indun,haha! sanak ku sudah tudung ku ah..Qillah kana qurantine selama 3 hari,cubatah aku jadi Qilah siuk jua kan inda skulah tidur saja.haha! besok aku ada exam Math1 and Malay Langguage,ala...Math payah bah Malay langguage sanang jua lah sikit..ani Math please man give me a break! Madam Leong lagi,ARGH! hahaha....i hate her so much...

you're just a pain for me...

When the first time we get to know each other to me you're the most annoying creature in this earth, and when the first you called me sayang my heart bergoncang,LOL jokes i remember once upon a time a made a wedding invatation my wedding with you,after i made that wedding invatation i felt stupid,haha! and all my friends made fun of it.haha! and now i realize that you're not for me....when the day i knew that you're with somebody i broke into pieces,i am so hurt that time..and now,right now i dont you to be my pain anymore!
-loveBellah-

my love story??

Dont you know how much i love you? yeah you dont know cuz you dont want to know and you dont even care,dude please this time believe me that i love you! how can i prove to you that i love you?teach me how to make you believe that i love you,shit man because of you i'm turning into the most jiwang girl in the world,LOL i love you....
-to someone that really deserve this....-
-loveBellah-