i love today

Today school was fine and Bellah datang kesekolah dalam pukul 740 kali and for me that was late and tadi Bellah ambil late slipt lagi that was the FOURTH time(: and and time break tadi Bellah punya bestfriend Dilah cried tadi pasal ada prob sama boyfriendnya SUCRE and aku bawa Dilah ke toilet tadi pasal cuci mukanya and after kami dari toilet i saw Azeh sit on our place and i was SHIT and lepas tu baik saja habis sudah break and lepas break aku ada malay languange and after that math and and aku ada cerita about today....

Tadi wah Bellah kan lambat datang ke sekolah then i copied Damia Bellah copied commerce tu time subject math tapi MRS.LEONG/CHIPMORES suruh Bellah atu and lepas tu ada irk then all of us pergi ke surau and Bellah buatlah dalam surau and lepas tu Bellah inda sempat siapkan wah pasalnya kan period irk sudah habis and lepas irk  COMMERCE and lepas tu Bellah ke staffroom cari teacher commerce and thanks to god teacher nada wah and test commerce inda jadi and ngalih saja Bellah belajar dimalam kay,hahak(:

tadi wah time period last sekali i was out ke toilet with  Damia and we were wondering kenapa semua orang keluar class and semua teachers tempat garden wah and you know what ada snake wah black long discusting snake and i took advantage on that,haha! kan semua orang keluar and Bellah kan tingkat class Bellah atas sekali and Azeh ada and lepas tu he looked at me batah,aww!(: bukan perasan tapi yang banarnya and and now its 12:38pm Bellah baru saja sampai rumah and im so tired and tadi wah kan cousins Bellah ada ikut Bellah kalau balik sekolah pasal mama cakap alang-alang wah but i dont know apa maksud mama alang-alang atu and you know my cousins tu kan boys dua dua yang sorang tu umurnya dalam 10 years old and hes eating sweet infront of me and i was pissed off! and lepas mama hantar durang dua balik and lepas durang turun from car Bellah rude and i dont care weiher were cousins or not kalau rude tu rude lah,today Bellah puasa and inda lagi batah kan cuti and maybe this saturday i dont want to go to school(:

dont fix me im not broken(:

now its 12:20Am and i cant even sleep.I still miss him i dont know why.my gay mate Adilah got prob with her boyfriend Sucre and i feel sorry for her this time i cant help you guys because i got my own fucking shit problem(: tonight bores attack me and after sungkai i took pictures of me actually i want to upload it but i dont know why its stuck and its sucks!

school was....NOT OKAY and gossip as usual got PLENTY but i dont wanna talk shit tonight(: so yesterday my mum bought ne a new laptop but now that laptop kinda broken and its freakin me out but its okay im fine(: my sister Adillah? she annoyed me alot,everyone keep asking about her and i was like SHIT.

right now im not on msn and im not on facebook im on my blog(: everything that goes into my head hurt me and im okay with it(: well tomorrow i have business study test and i dont even revise because im not in mood to read any books,mama is having a fever and its kinda bore pasal nada orang marahi bellah today(:

im scare that tomorrow people can see that im hurt but im trying the best that i can to hide it so im kinda sleepy and tomorrow i have to go to school early to fibish my homework pasal aku malas buat dirumah because im bored buat sorang sorang and mama damam lagi yes im fucking bored.

kemarin malam bellah painted bilik bellah using qillah's poster paint.I drew my feeling while im painting i cried and i shouted as loud as i can and thanks to god because let him hurt me like hell.

i guess maybe he hates me,why?because some of my texts he dont even reply it but Hilyah texts ia balas so thats mean yes he hates me(: