now its 12:20Am and i cant even sleep.I still miss him i dont know why.my gay mate Adilah got prob with her boyfriend Sucre and i feel sorry for her this time i cant help you guys because i got my own fucking shit problem(: tonight bores attack me and after sungkai i took pictures of me actually i want to upload it but i dont know why its stuck and its sucks!
school was....NOT OKAY and gossip as usual got PLENTY but i dont wanna talk shit tonight(: so yesterday my mum bought ne a new laptop but now that laptop kinda broken and its freakin me out but its okay im fine(: my sister Adillah? she annoyed me alot,everyone keep asking about her and i was like SHIT.
right now im not on msn and im not on facebook im on my blog(: everything that goes into my head hurt me and im okay with it(: well tomorrow i have business study test and i dont even revise because im not in mood to read any books,mama is having a fever and its kinda bore pasal nada orang marahi bellah today(:
im scare that tomorrow people can see that im hurt but im trying the best that i can to hide it so im kinda sleepy and tomorrow i have to go to school early to fibish my homework pasal aku malas buat dirumah because im bored buat sorang sorang and mama damam lagi yes im fucking bored.
kemarin malam bellah painted bilik bellah using qillah's poster paint.I drew my feeling while im painting i cried and i shouted as loud as i can and thanks to god because let him hurt me like hell.
i guess maybe he hates me,why?because some of my texts he dont even reply it but Hilyah texts ia balas so thats mean yes he hates me(:
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