huh!

now im kinda boring baru lepas online sama Arnold and Hilyah and lepas tu off and lepas off on balik,haha! actually this saturday i dont wanna go to school tapi mama paksa)': i was pissed off tadi ! and now my stomach is really hurt tadi i was ke jamban like 5 time wah ! argh..

i love today

Today school was fine and Bellah datang kesekolah dalam pukul 740 kali and for me that was late and tadi Bellah ambil late slipt lagi that was the FOURTH time(: and and time break tadi Bellah punya bestfriend Dilah cried tadi pasal ada prob sama boyfriendnya SUCRE and aku bawa Dilah ke toilet tadi pasal cuci mukanya and after kami dari toilet i saw Azeh sit on our place and i was SHIT and lepas tu baik saja habis sudah break and lepas break aku ada malay languange and after that math and and aku ada cerita about today....

Tadi wah Bellah kan lambat datang ke sekolah then i copied Damia Bellah copied commerce tu time subject math tapi MRS.LEONG/CHIPMORES suruh Bellah atu and lepas tu ada irk then all of us pergi ke surau and Bellah buatlah dalam surau and lepas tu Bellah inda sempat siapkan wah pasalnya kan period irk sudah habis and lepas irk  COMMERCE and lepas tu Bellah ke staffroom cari teacher commerce and thanks to god teacher nada wah and test commerce inda jadi and ngalih saja Bellah belajar dimalam kay,hahak(:

tadi wah time period last sekali i was out ke toilet with  Damia and we were wondering kenapa semua orang keluar class and semua teachers tempat garden wah and you know what ada snake wah black long discusting snake and i took advantage on that,haha! kan semua orang keluar and Bellah kan tingkat class Bellah atas sekali and Azeh ada and lepas tu he looked at me batah,aww!(: bukan perasan tapi yang banarnya and and now its 12:38pm Bellah baru saja sampai rumah and im so tired and tadi wah kan cousins Bellah ada ikut Bellah kalau balik sekolah pasal mama cakap alang-alang wah but i dont know apa maksud mama alang-alang atu and you know my cousins tu kan boys dua dua yang sorang tu umurnya dalam 10 years old and hes eating sweet infront of me and i was pissed off! and lepas mama hantar durang dua balik and lepas durang turun from car Bellah rude and i dont care weiher were cousins or not kalau rude tu rude lah,today Bellah puasa and inda lagi batah kan cuti and maybe this saturday i dont want to go to school(:

dont fix me im not broken(:

now its 12:20Am and i cant even sleep.I still miss him i dont know why.my gay mate Adilah got prob with her boyfriend Sucre and i feel sorry for her this time i cant help you guys because i got my own fucking shit problem(: tonight bores attack me and after sungkai i took pictures of me actually i want to upload it but i dont know why its stuck and its sucks!

school was....NOT OKAY and gossip as usual got PLENTY but i dont wanna talk shit tonight(: so yesterday my mum bought ne a new laptop but now that laptop kinda broken and its freakin me out but its okay im fine(: my sister Adillah? she annoyed me alot,everyone keep asking about her and i was like SHIT.

right now im not on msn and im not on facebook im on my blog(: everything that goes into my head hurt me and im okay with it(: well tomorrow i have business study test and i dont even revise because im not in mood to read any books,mama is having a fever and its kinda bore pasal nada orang marahi bellah today(:

im scare that tomorrow people can see that im hurt but im trying the best that i can to hide it so im kinda sleepy and tomorrow i have to go to school early to fibish my homework pasal aku malas buat dirumah because im bored buat sorang sorang and mama damam lagi yes im fucking bored.

kemarin malam bellah painted bilik bellah using qillah's poster paint.I drew my feeling while im painting i cried and i shouted as loud as i can and thanks to god because let him hurt me like hell.

i guess maybe he hates me,why?because some of my texts he dont even reply it but Hilyah texts ia balas so thats mean yes he hates me(:

crush(:

he went online tadi and now jua he online but he dont even text me,even say Hello pun inda and i was like OKAY! (': if im the one yang say Hello first maybe he would say "shes again,hate her!" maybe ia cakap like that thats why im scare to text him everytime he go online and dulu everytime i went online hes the first person who always texted me:') and now i miss that.

blaaaaaaaa

i ♥ someone's boyfriend !

okay firstly i thought this is just a stupid and funny feeling when i think twice i really love him and he's someone property and i was like duh! whatthefuck....

mama?

I HATE HER!

stress in!

today?fucking stressing me out.i got prob,i dont go to school today,today it's thursday,my chick got plenty of gossips at school today but i cant go to school today and i'm fuckin idiot,and i guess i want to delete my both facebook account it just piss me off,right now it's 8:35AM so gotta go i have to go somewhere place that i really dont likE! bye.

huh!...

Ohmygod! i'm freaking bored right now! now it's 6:30PM and NO ONE texts me.so lets start our conversation today...

okay my confession about today is about ME which means i'm going to talk about me today.Sometimes i tought it's been so long i'm "SINGLE" i'm waiting for him like months! hahaha but he just ignored it:DD okay well stop talking about love lets talk about something that more interesting,okay about MARRIAGE

haha! i cannot believe i'm going to talk about MARRIAGE! okay Marriage sometimes parents want their daughter/son get married laju-laju! but they didnt realise getting married awal ni it's a big problem! what if durang masih 18-20 lah kawin awal then they got 6 anak and the husband punya kerja not SUITABLE with their family situation??and the wife inda kerja jadi HOUSWIFE....sanggup?indakan??yeah i know marriage is a MUST for Islam but fikir-fikirlah dulu...like my teacher said kalau tani kan kahwin but we cant afford it tani mesti PUASA 7 hari if i'm not mistaken lah. yeah like me it's hard for me to accept a man lagi in my life and my world but i'm still waiting for him:'D so i guess lets stop untill here and i'm not!:DD

last night.

ohmygod,last night i was really exhausted and i dont go to school today i'm not feeling well,ALHAMDULILILAH everything went perfect just like we planned:DD oh my gosh this morning aku lupa lihat gambarnya:DD yeah every morning i have to look at his pictures! a must! hahaha. okay byee gtg now karang lagi esok aku sambung aku kan mandi dulu:))

shit.

Adillah out and he's in!:((

today story:DD

hari ani?hemmm..siuk berabis aku dangani kak lyn buat cake walaupun aku inda pandai but siuk:DD kelmarin he texted me walaupun i knew he dont even believe me but i still do love him:DD

confession....

actually i fell in love with a guy yang i really fell into he make me fall,walaupun we never met before but i'm sure he's not that bad:') i love you,yess i do love you.i dont how to confess this to you but with this articles i hope you'll understand what i fell.the name start with letter F=') yess i do loveeee youuuu.

cant sleep!:'(

omg! today aku ada cerita tadikan aku kana suruh mengupas udang and aku gali but aku mesti buat jua pasalnya kan besok ada function:'(( anyway gila bebau tangan ku ih and i cant sleep.boring ku ih now 11:42pm and i still cant sleep boring ihh,cubatah kalau aku ada boyfriend sudah inda jua aku boring cemani kan:DD

the truth..

heay Idiot,
dont you know that i love you?i know you knew it from the beginning but why you still act like you dont know?I LOVE YOU WAH STUPID! I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U! i dont know how to say it,kalau aku cakap pun salah kalau aku inda cakap pun salah,iatah cana tah ni?i hate you! kenapa kau inda percaya kan?i love you stupid! i do really love you!

broken!

aaaa!!! he dont even believe me,aku sudah cakap yang aku nada bf but he still macam inda percaya ia inda tahu kah yang aku banarnya suka ia?aku suka kau wah! aku suka kau! bukan ia! jangan memajal bahh.

again?

OKAY LET BE BE HONEST RIGHT HERE! I HATE HER! THAT GIRL,THAT LAME GIRL.I KNOW HER!! I WILL CRUSH HER HEAD LIKE A NUT! AAARGHH....OKAY PRESSURE OUT HAPPY MOOD IN....OKAY I WANT TO TELL YOU GUYS A LITTLE SHORT STORY ABOUT TODAY....OKAY TODAY I DONT GO TO SCHOOL THATS MEAN I DONT ATTEND MY COMMERCE EXTRA CLASS,YAY! HAHA.OKAY SERIOUS...I DONT GO TO SCHOOL BECAUSE...LAST NIGHT MY RIGHT KNEE AND SHOULDER WAS FLODED BECAUSE LAST NIGHT THERE IS A CAR TOTALLY LOOKED LIKE A DRUNK GUY YOU KNOW OLD MAN! AND MY HEAD WAS HITTTED AT A MIRROR,ACTUALLY I'M KINDA MAD BUT IT'S OKAY LIKE WHAT BRUNEIAN PEOPLE ALWAYS SAYS BENDA SUDAH JADI,DUHH..LMOA....

why?why?and why?

OUT: IN:
DILAH! ONE OF THE SMB STUDENT!(GIRL)

When my crush control my mind,my soul and everything!

I AM SO INTO HIM,SO HE CONTROL MY MIND MY HEART WHAT I WANT AND EVERYTHINGGG....

todayy life..

11:48AM aku baru bangun tidurr aku tarus on facebook and update blogg...aku boring pagi ani aku alum mandii and i got some bad news and no good news but i wont tell you what the bad news,haha! secret okayy..my new pphoto todayy